THE LATEST

What a fall (literally) it has been for me. My health continues to decline as the chemo I have been on since August, Trodelvy, doesn’t appear to be working as well as we hoped. I still have the same amount of cancerous fluid in my abdomen and lung

I understand my prognosis is bad. I have watched far too many friends die of this disease. I know the facts. Yet, I am just not ready yet to take this path. I know there will be a day when I turn from fighting to acceptance. Am I there already? How will I know? How do I find peace?

I do all the normal every day things like buy school supplies while crying uncontrollably that this might be the last back to school I am here for. Choosing 1,000 times a day to find beauty in the brutal.